I feel so alienated. Why am i so easy to throw away?
Every instance of heartbreak can teach us powerful lessons about the kind of love we really want.
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She did not want to move, or to speak. She wanted to rest, to lean, to dream. She felt very tired.
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Anonymous: I'm sad over a boy he just stopped talking to me
well, now you have all of this freed up time you can spend on yourself instead of some musty ass boy
y'know what I like more than boys? girls, skincare products, books, makeup, clothes, dogs, grilled chicken salads, going to the gym, makeup tutorials on YouTube, green tea frappes from starbucks, binge watching tv shows, soundcloud mixes, writing, etc
I wanted things to be better. I wanted him to feel better. I wanted him to treat me better. I wanted to be better so he’d treat me better. It was all bigger than what i wanted, though. I understand that, now. Ultimately i just wanted something that wasn’t what i had. Of course I’m sad to say goodbye but I know I needed to. I wasn’t happy existing in that role anymore. I want to exist and I want to be important to SOMEONE but if one of those someones isn’t me, what’s the point?
I feel free and i feel sane but that doesn’t mean I won’t cry myself to sleep.